salam Ramadhan ke 4...1432H buat anda semua...puasekah anda pd hari nie?^^
Alhamdulillah me still lagie bertahan dan belom ade tanda2 bendera berkibar lagie..hik3.... (sbenar malas maw ganti byk2 poce..hopefully xbyk this year..)
err.sebenar maw bercerita tentang Solat Tarawih.Alhamdulillah as far as today, saya masih dapat menunaikan solat tarawih berjamaah d surau uma saye.
i did remember, last years, sy xdapat wat sangat as me, n my late mother n sisters berbuka d rumah... coz my mom is not very well...namun, saya rindukan saat berbuka dengan mak d rumah....='(
mak walaupun xbrape nak larat mase tu, still mak maw makan bersama kami..makan beramai2 lebey besh dan nikmat dr makan berseorangan bukan??n honestly,i still remember 2years back, when my mother was healthy as usual,mak lah antara orang kuat surau.kalau masa Ramadhan, mak mesti jadi orang paling peramah menegur jemaah2 dan juge paling depan kt saf tu.. (nak harap sy, kalo da kne panggil2 ke depan bawu nk gerak. sy prefer dok saf ke 2 or 3 jek. n tepi2 pon better.hehe)
tahla...banyak perkara yang terjadi di bulan Ramadhan ni mengingatkan saya pada mak....mase nak sahur dlu pon, sy selalu npk mak solat d tgh2 pagi...
i really missed her. A LOT.
Saya tawu its a normal process for people to leave this world and be with The Almighty.itukan ajal namenye.saya xpernah menafikan ia.namun, the memories that remains make people feel the existence of the loved ones.saya kadang2 envy dan iri hati dengan kawan2 yang masih dapat bercerite2 dengan mak mereka,dapat bermanja dan calling2 mak bile jao,n macam2 lagi....saya pon rase seperti mahukan mak saya semula....
='(
tapi, saya tahu itu hanya keinginan yang xkan menjadi realiti.kalau saya yang dah 25thn pun rase macam ni,what will my two little sisters yang berumur 13 dan 11 tahun itu rase?mereka lagi kurang dapat spend time dengan mak kn??
huu~~~~tahla....
kalau korang bace post saye ni,pls, pls and pls....jumpela mak anda dan pelok la mak anda sepenuh hati dan katakan pada mereka,yang anda AMAT SAYANGKAN mereka.....we wont know when Allah will take back all the 'nikmat' that HE gave to us.....
and 1 more thing,i would want you to know that,
5th AUGUST 1960= she was born on that day.
my mother.
jadi,esok, bersamaan dgn 5Ramadhan 1432H,
birthday mak saya yang ke 51....
mak,happy becoming birthday........kakngah doakan semoga Allah sentiasa disisi mak...dan semoga mak tenang2 saja di sana.....dan semoga Allah meringankan apa sahaja yang mak lalui....mak,ktorang rinduuu sangat kat mak.....sangat2.......
i wish you are here with us now......kakngah rindukan saat2 mak ada bersma ktorang......mak,Alhamdulillah kami semua baek2 saja....
thanx to kaklong, coz she have the capability to replace you...kaklong pon da mule suke membebel2 macam mak dulu...=)
tapi untuk kebaikan ktorang sume... i dont mind at all.....cume, kakngah still rase there is a missing piece in our life without u.....i know its been 6months but the time would not make me forget you at all....you will always be in our heart....coz u are a very special person to us.....
honestly kakngah rase sangat bertuah sebab dapat jadi anak mak...mak sangat tabah..sangat special..maklah insan yang paling tak pentingkan diri dalam dunia ni......sebab kakngah dapat rasakan setiap pengorbanan mak sejak kami dilahirkan lagi....
mak tinggalkan kerjaya dan hal2 dunia hanya untuk membesarkan kami....mak bagi everything to us..so that we will be a good person in the future...
Alhamdulillah, thanks to Allah...for giving us the chance to have such a wonderful mother in our life...eventhough i just could be with you for 24years and 9months and 29days....
mak,
once again,
happy becoming birthday....
u will always be in our heart forever.....
sayang mak sangat2.......
bapak+ mak= sayang kamu berdua sangat2..... T_T
mak, happy birthday.... we love you with all our hearts...~~ T_T (Al-Fatihah)
