.:flu n cough.. plizz go away...:.

Assalamualaikum wbt...

saye suda seminggu kne flu+cough oke.

bukanla nk kate sgt pelik but then sy slunye akn sakit 1 or 2 days only..

kirenye boleyla nak kate antibodi sy nieyh agk kuat +machO.. hik3..

tah naperla dis tyme they wont go away..

mybe kali nie mereke mawu sy makan ubat kn?

sy jnis malas mkn ubat.. bukan takut taw. just malas.. =)

xperla, sakit ni datangnya dr DIA, tanda DIA menguji dan mengingati hambaNYA, kan?

thank you God~~

(n_n)

.: Update :.

Assalamualaikum wbt....

(n_n)

hee~~

Alhamdulillah... saye de updet terbaru.

insyaAllah sy bakal menjadie junior lecturer in Masterskill...

wlupon mcm xde pengalaman, i guess i ll accept this as a challenge 4 me.

Moge2 Allah permudahkan.... Ameen~

Em, ok, kte tutop kisah sy.

Sebenar sy nk share bout my mom.

Recently mak sy kne admit to PPUm.

mulenye mak xmaw.

sbb mak da xlrt da asek kne cucok sane cni+baring je+suasane yg buhsan la ala2 nye..

but then doc mak punyai kuase memujuk n men 'psiko' mak sy, akhirnye mak pown brsetuju.

Tahla, kadang2 kn, sy ase siannn sgt2 kt mak.

mcam2 yg mak hadapi n lalui smp 1 tahap mungkin semangat nya da makin kurang.

n kadang2 juge kan, saye tringat saat2 mak sy dahulu.

saat mak sy kuat lg.

she was so independent.

sangat2 oke.

saye rase mak saye ibarat SUPERMOM @WONDERMOM..

i really missed her. the old her.

But i do know, this is wut we call as a test from HIM.

Ujian yg amat besar u mak.

dan kami semua.

ada masanya, saya rasa memang berat dugaan ni.

cube bayangkn, if kita da biase gunekan anggota mata kita untuk melihat,

kaki untuk melangkah n tangan untuk melakukan sesuatu, tiba2 kita hilang salah 1 dr anggota nie?

wut will happen?

This is just a metaphor.

Mak sy ibarat anggota inilah.

Tanpa mak, kami tercari2 dan lost.

at first this is wut i feel.

But after awhile, i do believe that mom really need us.

she needs our support.

to be strong.

Ya Allah,please give her strength to live and courage.

Mak, smoge mak kuat dan tabah hadapi semua dugaan ni ye.

we are here 4 u~

n we L.O.V.E you soo muchhh~~~

Mak,

If i have a wish.

Just one.

I would wish that you will be my SUPERMOM again.

n u would always laugh and smile everyday.

cause i really missed everything in u mak....

kakngah sayang mak.....

hope u know that.......

(T_T)

.:a day:.

assalamualaikum...

tadikan, saye ade interview.

d Masterskill ,Cheras. for the position of Psychology lecturer.

Honestly, saye macam suke je ngan post tue n the environment coz sume nurses je yg kte aja n that means; more GURLS n mudah utk dikawal =)

But then, saye still hesitate.

why?

because im thinking of my mom =((

saya dapat rasekan yg mak masih mawu saya ada d rumah with her n my dad too.

tahla.

mcam mane ye nak wat keputusan if i get the offer?

Tuhan, tolonglah bagi sy sign..

I need Your Guidance..

I know this is something i want n I have a future in it.

But, i love my mom.....

Takpela, sy takmaw fikirkn dlu...

wait 2 weeks from now n see wut will happen..

Doakan sy dapat wat dcision terbaik untuk semua pihak key..

Till then, T.c

.:penganggur terhOrmat:.

salam to all~~

err.. tajOk cm besh jer kan...

hik3..

erm 4 thOse who didnt noe, act saye mmg mnjadik penganggur

terhormat since april.. =)

tp pown bknla just doin nothin...i resign 2 take care of my mOm..

so, umah petame saye at dat time was PPUM...

honestly, i dont mind staying there...

coz sy raser mcm 1 fmly jerk dgn patients2 n nurses kt sne

(doc cm xsgt kowt.... exceptional 4 doc C laa)

sometimes bile kte ade d environment2 begitu, we will feel diffently

and see things in other way too..

oye, suda terkelua topik pule kan..hee

after my mom da discharge, i started looking 4 new job...

i accept an offer from HSBC Data Processing Malaysia in Cyberjaya..

seriously, working environment sgt oke.. sy suke cafe dorg, patu hari2 ley dpt minum free, tkan je kt vending machine 2, air mcm2 kua... hee

but then, the time was really not Ok... sy kne kje malam oke?

12midnite till 9am... OMG... mule2 sy rilek agi,

tbe2 trainer pown cm ampeh je ase+ ngantok+xckup tdo coz i need 2 cook during the day..

so, i quit....

mmg syg kje 2 but wut 2 do.... mmg cannot go la~~

so, now, i still didnt get a REAL job but then, its oke la..

da start smule kje at the BOOKCHEST...=)

winduuu ngn all d books here~~

nsbek on weekends only... so i can do all the chores on weekdays...

Alhamdulillah...

bile kte raser sgt down n we have no future...

kite perlu sgt utk kembali pdNYA...

Supaye kte ad kekuatan n sdar yg DIA sts ada...

insyaAllah pasti ada sinar yg menanti d kemudian hari.. kn?

Thank you Allah...

for everything...

i just have 1 more wish....;

please make my mom strong, happy and healthy again.. like she used 2 be...

Ameen~~

Till then, salam n t.c (n_n)

a warm welcome..

Ehem2...

Ahlan wa sahlan untuk semua...

(asenye Im d only 1 who noe d existing of dis blog..hik3)

OK, A warm welocme 2 me...

Weee~~~~~ ^_^

Each n everyone of us have different views and understanding about this world

and everything in it....

And im one of it...

Pengalaman saya mungkin berbeza dgn anda...

tapi kita masing2 punyai kehidupan...

there r ups and downs...

tears n happyness...

I do hope... mine would be just nice... it does not need to have

" and they lived happily ever after. The end"

Kerana kisah seperti itu tidak mungkin berlaku di dunia nyata ini.

So just wake up and face the reality.

I ll be strong. No matter what happen.

Coz deep inside me, i believe that Experience is the best teacher of all.

Till then, take care ^_^